This weekend in Healers Training, we covered out of body techniques and spiritual laws.
While Dr. J was talking about spiritual laws, he mentioned
Will.
I thought of my experience this past summer where, during a healing, I
realized anew that I HAVE A WILL!
I was very excited because I felt that it was
a powerful tool that I had forgotten I have in my toolbox. It felt as though a
veil lifted.
48 hours later, I felt an iron curtain had replaced the veil.
I was
dejected for quite a while and, in fact, I had simply stopped thinking about it
until this morning.
This morning it was raw all over again. - an undefined
sadness and profound grief that my will needed my attention but I couldn’t see through
the wall to know right action.
When Dr. J answered my question by saying, in part, “It is
the act of opening yourself,” I saw my way through.
In conversation with my sister later, we talked about giving
away our power - that’s not it.
We talked about vulnerability and the courage it takes to be
visibly vulnerable – that’s not it either.
My epiphany is this – to let your will languish is to stop
taking responsibility for your life.
I know the moment I did this and, let me
tell you, it’s a loooong road back.
And again, Donkey says, “Laaay-yers.”
If you ever decide you want to heal yourself from the inside
out, I recommend this training.
With Dr. Richard Jelusich
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